My mom is in denial about dementia. We took her to a geriatric specialist who gave her the memory test and it upset her. I'm following the advice of Alzeihmers.org and I don't push the subject. I just encourage her to share with me any memory problems she's having so that I can help her with it. I explain that it can be a UTI, ear infection etc, and that if she tells me, we can treat it and most likely she will see an improvement.
The personality changes are very hard for me, though. She struggles with anxiety and depression. She's on meds for both. When she's having a bad day, she takes it out on me and ridicules me. I have noticed that when she talks to certain friends on the phone, her irritation and belittling of me is worse. Her friends ask inappropriate questions about her life and give her financial and medical advice that is completely ill-informed. These friends have not been courteous or kind to me. My mom moved in with me for several years now. The plan has been to move into assisted living, but with the pandemic, that has been put on hold.
There was a seemingly Divine intervention in that my mom accidentally dropped and broke her cellphone. I've not replaced it yet because 1) I limit my trips out of the house in order to remain as safe from the coronavirus as possible. 2) I've noticed that not talking to these friends, my mom is much more pleasant with me. We spend more time together talking, writing songs, gardening, crafting, etc. I FEEL SO MUCH MORE PEACE without her having access to her friends via her cellphone 24/7.
For my own self care, I don't see a reason why my mom needs to talk to these friends. There are a couple that are very supportive and encouraging. But there are others who vent their anxiety about the pandemic, politics, and who are busy bodies. One friend needed a reference for a job and asked my mom to call that person for them. My mom doesnt have the judgment or ability to figure this out and so it ended up on my plate. I texted them and told them they needed to figure this out on their own. This is just one of more than dozens of examples of how her friends create more work for me because they ask her to do things. Or they give unsolicited advice about money, benefits, etc. and then my mom asks me 100 questions again about her social security, how much money she has, blah blah blah. And I'm caught in a predicament of spending what little self-care time I have to answer, yet again, all her questions about her money and bills. We've been through this many times, she's just unable to remember. And then she get's anxious or depressed about money.
She lives with me, her little bit of social security covers some of her groceries and supplies she needs. The rest, I cover. When she is able to go into care, more than 75% of it will be paid by me.
I'm tired of her friends. They weren't there for her when she was living in her home. Several years ago, I got a phone call from her and she said she had no groceries. I live 2500 miles away. I couldn't get any help for her. The "friend" that she paid to do errands had left the state for 3 weeks without me knowing. So I called home health agencies to try to get help immediately, and I got a plane ticket for the very next day. I have a lot of resentment about these so called "friends" who weren't there for her when she needed help.
Now she lives with me and it's a lot of work. I'm just now starting to be able to focus on basic self-care such as eating more healthily and cutting down sugar. Her friends are WAY TOO MUCH for me. And they are causing me more problems. They aren't helping at all. They seem to be nosy busybodies who just want to get my mom upset.
Any advice or support is greatly appreciated.
It is a normal part of aging that we lose touch with our friends over time. Cards during holidays even fade away, especially if she cannot write and send them.
Have you considered, that they may be responding to things your own mother has, in her dementia mind, said to them? Some twisted misinformation perhaps?
Maybe, out of sight, out of mind. Have her write to them, help her mail cards and letters at this time. When and if she requests it.
My advice: Keep on doing what you are doing. And remember, no good deed goes unpunished. Sounds like your Mom cannot afford a cell phone at all. So do not replace it. If it is your money she is needing, put her on a very strict budget, no guilt.
Thanks, too, for your advice too about the cell phone and budget.
What worries me about your post is that you're saying you plan to pay 75% of her expenses when she moves into care. Why would you do that? What about YOUR life? YOUR retirement? Who's going to pay YOUR way when you get there and need help? It's never a good idea to pay anyone else's way in life, even your own mother's. If she needs care, you can apply for Medicaid and get her into long term care on the state's dime, not yours. You don't say how old your mom is, but mine is almost 94. She's been living in Assisted Living and now Memory Care AL since 2014! Her money will be all gone some time in 2021 and I'll have to apply for Medicaid on her behalf b/c there is NO WAY I can afford her life AND my life, especially considering her rent is over $6,500 a month!
Anyway, about the 'friends'........unless you don't give her the cellphone back, and unless you don't have a house phone, you can't stop her from chatting with her friends. I understand how they cause both of you grief, but they're her only ties to the outside world, same with my mother.
Wishing you the best of luck dealing with a tough situation and taking care of YOURSELF in the process.
Also, I'm remember that when my parents took care of their parents 20 years ago, they didn't have cell phones. They just acclimated to my parent's home. I really wonder how much benefit versus harm cell phones are for people with dementia and their caregivers?
If she hasn't missed the phone, I wouldn't worry about getting another. If she asks tell her you may replace it after the COVID restrictions are off. Or, can't afford it right now.
My husband had an Aunt by marriage who was always in my MILs ear telling her what she needed to do when it came to dealing with me. When the Aunt moved, I got along with my MIL better. Not great but better.
Unless you are quite secure in your own retirement funds, please reconsider your plan to pay for your mom's assisted living. Look into all your other options before you impoverish your future self. The local Office on Aging would be a good place to start.
As to your spending your own funds on your Mom, unless you are independently wealthy this would be a grave mistake for your own future; I would seek advice on that on.
Wishing you the best.
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